horoscope

" sometimes we glamorize the things we dream of attaining. so much time is spent yearning and wanting and hoping and dreaming, that our goal becomes quite fantastic. there is something you have been hoping to acquire or achieve. your fantasy of it though, may not accurately reflect its reality. in fact, when a chance to get what you want presents itself very soon, you may not recognize it because you have changed it in your imagination. take an opportunity very seriously. it's as wonderful as your fantasy, but it may not look exactly the same. "

the quote above is taken from the daily horoscopes app :P teehee. not that i'm putting my faith in it, but sometimes, it couldn't be further from the truth. i couldn't have said it better myself.

all this big talk about me and love. i think it might just be bull. because when an opportunity present itself, i shy away from it. not recognizing it that it may be love waiting to bloom.

i've watched too many movies (romance), that somehow, i've just might set the bar a little too high, no man could have reach for it. when it didn't happen as if i thought it would happen, i've passed it off. thinking that it's not gonna work out. i sound pessimistic here, though i've always been optimistic at other times about other things. i find myself actually afraid to take the risk. afraid of losing that's on the line. afraid that it might not be worth it. to pursue something with a hint of doubt.

although, now, i think i can see that love may not come in the form of lightning, drug or lust. but it may have disguised itself with comfort and sheer happiness.

according to horoscope compatibility, a scorpio and a pisces is close to being a match made in heaven. wow. so...a pisces eh?